What I Feel

Blog, I come again ..
Blog, you do not know, sometimes I feel .. I really hated and disliked person, it it true? or just a feeling ? Hmmm ..

I really need friends sharing, but I do not want to tell you .. because I have a reason ..
1. I'm ashamed of my own problem
2. I do not want to make you hard just to help my problem


When I'm sad, I can only cry .. so useless right? Hahaha
Blog, do you know .. every time I talked to you .. had almost dropped a tear .. but I hold it .. because I was in office .. I do not want people to see it ..

I am not an arrogant person, I just do not dare to talk much with the people around me, because I know, I have a bad character that can hurt people .. Therefore I chose to remain silent ..

You do not think I'm a selfish ya .. please ..

----- February 23, 2012 -----

Helooooo Blog .......
I was at the birthday, it was fun ..
My friend gave me a teddy bear house, hermes purses, skirts .. ^ ^
I am very pleased ..
We went to sun plaza, eating together .. we go to the movies .. ^ ^

But there is one thing, I'm so ashamed .. T.T
the friend who paid me ..

My birthday was really fun time ..
^ ^
thank all my friends ..
^ ^

I'll never forget it ..

---- February 9, 2012 ------

It's my own fault

Hey blog ..

Huaaaaa,, I am very sad .. T.T

Maybe it's just my feeling, but why do I feel that true?
I try not to talk much with them, because I was afraid to make them hate me more ..
I was completely wrong, what should I do, blog? T.T
I was hurt, although they do not care .. It is worth .. because I made ​​them hate me
I hate myself .. why can not I make my friends like me ..
Friends, I also do not want you to hate me, but I'm making you guys do not even like me ..

I'm sorry, T.T
Let me know if you guys really do not like me .. I would stay away from you all .. let you guys do not hate me anymore ..

it does not matter even if I'm alone .. I am familiar with the life I like this ..

---- 01-Feb-2012 -----

I hope on my birthday

Hi blog, want to tell us a bit to you .. : P

Hmmm ,, ..
Soon it was the birthday of me ..
I really hope, grief will not happen again or the problems that made me cry ..

Blog, you want to know what I want on my birthday ? Heheheh ..
1. This year I can find someone who loves me as I am
2. This year there are people who make a surprise for me and always remembering my birthday
3. This year there are people who make me happy
4. This year there are people who accompany me when I was sad, crying, lonely, and bored
5. This year no one who does not like me anymore
And the last
6. people I like and people like me give me a teddy house ^ ,^
 
I really hope this all come true, although it can not come true all .. one or two that could come true .. I feel happy ..

Just wait for my birthday - February 5 , 2012 -
Sadhu .. Sadhu .. Sadhu ..
: D

My sadness and My tears in the day Lunar

Hi, my blog,, been a while since I did not confide to you. LOL .. : D
Many things I'd like to say to you ..
Many things that happened to me in this lunar day. .
You know, the lunar day .. I was actually crying and sad .. pity is not it?? Hahaha !


Why? every year I'm definitely sad, cry ..
When I'm sad, when I cry .. my friend is not ignored me .. Haha!
What they do not like me? Hahaha!

Friends, let me know if you do not like me .. and I would stay away from you .. I know you do not like me, but you still want to be friends with me .. , thanks anw ^ ^

I get together with you, I smiled, I laughed, but did you know it's fake? Hahah!

I'm tired of seeing my own life, every year instead of every year has bliss, but instead I feel the same way .. T.T

I cried in the middle of the night, in my bed.
I cried until I fell asleep ..
and I hope the next day, I do not cry anymore ..
Although now I'm alone, I have to struggle with all this ..
I know, only God knows my situation ..
This may be a trial from God ..
I must be strong .. Jia You stella! Cheer uP yah! Hehehe ..

----- 26 Jan ' 2012 -----

很伤心

I'm tired of hearing insults at them .. 
When they were talking about me, what they do not understand that my feelings really sad? T.T

Yes, I admit .. I was ugly ..
Yes, I admit too .. does not have a beautiful body ..
I'm not perfect like the other girl ..

Every girl wants to feel herself pretty well .. but I can not (!) T.T

It was painful, please understand my feelings ..
T.T

"Smile when we are sad, it's more painful than the truth we cry"

---- 29 Des ' 11 -----

What I feel, that's what I say

It's been willing to die .. 

When will this end ?

Hallooooo Someone ..
Listen to confide in me now ..
T.T
I am not strong enough to face this all .. T.T .. T.T
No one cares about me when I was like this ..

Hmmmm ...
I promise not to cry again, and strong to face it all ..
But I could not .. T.T
Do not know what to tell to anyone .. 
T.T

It felt like crying and crying ..
Is there any that pity with me ?

I know, they do not like me ..
They know I'm sad, they know I have a problem ..
But they did not ask me ..
What I've done wrong ?
What should I apologize ?

"I hope there are people who read this and will understand what I feel."

---- 20 Des'11 ----